I saw this in ~missxscissorhands' journal. So yeah. Feel free to do it..

What’s the best feeling in the world?
Being okay with where you're at. Not physically.. And, for me, being with Scott. Feeling like you mean a world to someone, I guess.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
To make a certain someone feel better, after our conversation. There are a few other things that I want a lot, too. But it's complicated.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Yeah. Lan. Scott! =]

In school, how was/is your attendance record?
It was so bad. I got to a point where I was going once a week or less. In the end, I just bailed.

Do you want someone dead?
As awful as it sounds.. kind of. Maybe. I don't know.

Where were you at 11:47 pm last night?
On my bed, reading Burning For Revenge, by John Marsden, for the millionth time.

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
Yes. It still gives me butterflies, the good kind.

When did you last cry?
Last night. Or more, this morning. 2am, whatever you count that as.

Do you think you are a good person?
I think so. I mean, I don't think I'm a bad person.

Have you ever spoken to someone on the phone while in the shower?
No. Could you even hear them?

Where did you get the jeans that you're wearing?
Who says I'm wearing pants?

Are your parents still together?
No.

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?
Yes. My hands feel nice in his.

Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years?
Same town, and I don't know anything more.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
Yes. If they're not there any more.. I don't think there would be much left of me.

What is your mood?
..Neutral-ish. I feel weird 'cause I'm tired.

Why did you cry the last time you did?
Her. And that will do for an explanation, because it's about 50% of what I actually know about her.

How old will you turn in 2010?
Eighteen.

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
Telling Scott that I had breakfast juice and that he was jealous. I mean, come on. I had breakfast juice. ..I did offer him some.

How many times have you dyed your hair?
Er. Black a few times. Not much.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah. But second-hand smoking seems unavoidable.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden?
Nope. And if I had emptied alcohol bottles, I wouldn't hide them. I'd get rid of them.

Can you drive?
No.

Have you ever slept in a car overnight?
Um?

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
I don't think so.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
No. Unless there were weird circumstances, such as said bf/gf drugged said best friend. And like, what?

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
Nah, but Scott is wearing my jacket.

If you had the chance to meet anyone in the world, who would it be?
My Chemical Romance- cue cliched heart attack.

You receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
Books or music.

Which friend are you most likely to share a secret with?
Lorie. After Scott. Although, Sasha has really good odds.

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
Depends. The sannndddd... and I'm not so into camping..

Have you ever seen either one of your parents cry?
Yes. Too many times. Ask if I've seen them laugh, just for the sake of laughing. Not at a joke or anything. Just for general happiness.

Who in your family do you act like the most?
I don't know.

Shopping: best with friends, parents, bf/gf, or alone?
Er. Depends on what I'm looking for I guess.

Who was the last person you talked to in person before bed last night?
Well.. I talked to Scott last, then grunted at mom as I walked through the lounge to my room..

Have you ever touched a dead body?
Human or animal?

Do you still pinky promise?
I did for a laugh. Well, that's what I let him think. It was more desperation for the promise. have some stupid idea still stuck in my head that you just can't break a pinky promise.

When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"No."

What would be the worst way to die?
Feeling like you weren't worth the air in the first place. Everyone says it gets better. Knowing that you waited, lived a life, and it never did? It just might break your heart.

XO dP

Division St.- Thursday

Lights out on Division Street
And all the hate that rises
Through the cracks in the pavement,
As the temperature falls.
(This is where is hits the ground)

Lights out on Division Street
I'm repeating
Goodbye to the memories,
(the fever that will not break)
The night is pouring down,
It's not enough to put this out,
I'll burn up before i wake up.
(on Division Street)
This is serious,
This is serious,
If this is serious
I'll hide my heart in dark parades.

Lights out on Division Street
I held you tight like an empty bottle...
But the glass broke
(and the poison spilled out of your mouth)
Hello? Hello? Is anybody there?
The house turned black and sat in silence
(while a mockingbird sang)
Lalalalalala, listen to yourself
Go on and on, as if you spoke to someone else.

Lights out on Division Street
I'm repeating
Goodbye to the memories,
(the fever that will not break)
The night is pouring down,
It's not enough to put this out,
I'll burn up before I wake up.
(on Division Street)
This is serious,
This is serious,
If this is serious
I'll hide my heart in dark parades.

To dance between the scissor's blades
Without getting cut.
I drew an X on your city's name
LIGHTS OUT. BLACK OUT. BLOW OUT THE CANDLE AGAIN.
Spin the room around
FALL DOWN. PASS OUT. GET UP. I CAN'T KEEP REPEATING.

Between the footsteps I hear crickets in the trees
A silent army marching with me through a swarm of bees
A needle dragged across a record slowing down
Along Division St. the lights were dying out
Endless rows of houses stretched on for miles and miles and miles...
TURN THE WINDOWS BLACK
Lights out on Division Street
Repeating (repeat it)
Lights out on Division Street
Repeating, (turn the windows black)
Lights out. lights out. lights out.
Turn the windows black
La la la la la la
Listen to yourself.